Let bygones be bygones ...
"I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid not to be alone. I'm afraid of what I am, what I'm not, what I might become, what I might never become. I don't want to stay at my job for the rest of my life but I'm afraid to leave. And I'm just tired, you know, I'm just so tired of being afraid."
donno how to complain in english... really need to talk to somebody, anybody,,, anybody who ain' get worried or somethin', just to hear an' no more!!! ain' wanna live anyomre! seriously!!! never had mind-written a blog in english before, but did last night. was writin' a whole paragraph, sayin' all 've been sufferin' for a while... seems stuck in the never-endin' series of bad-luck, 'am tired, wanna go back to sleep, an' never wake up again, at least not before there's a real change worthin' it!!! there's been no good news for the past 6 months at least... donno why complainin' here, just needed to jot it down for limited passer-byz, 'n not wanted some special people read it. ok, enough, gotta end it now... this is to be remembered!
